Thinking...

everyone thinks in different ways and everyone has ideas that are completely different to other peoples, but it sometimes feels like everyone follows suit, everyone has the same ideas and no other fresh ever happens. we get stuck in our ways it may be the way we act or live but we get stuck. why is it that no one ever has the balls to say what they really think? maybe deep down they want to change something, someone. But they cant, because we live in a world full of people who want to be liked, not stick out, be like anyone else, be included so therefore saying something radical that may rock the boat make you rethink doesn't happen. we get stuck in our ways. We should be moving constantly changing constantly, why dot we like change? OK it different but maybe it better than something predictable there is story of the vicar who wanted to move a piano but the congregation didn't want it to be moved, they didn't like change. so every week for 3 years he moved it an inch every Sunday until he had it where he wanted it. we are always changing even if we dot realise it. i want to be someone that changes things, maybe make someone look at something differently, maybe see the world I do for a change. It always feels that IM the only one thinking something. maybe that a problem with me but IM not changing it as far as IM aware IM going to use it to my advantage.

PG tips and Monkey

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Jesus!

This post is for Tasha, she keeps saying Jesus so we now have this thing going on that every time she says it i shout at her "Christ was the son of God and he loves you"let this be a warning to you all i will actually do it i have done it in the middle of new look and trust me the odd looks dont bother me!
on another note my dad got me some new shoes out of the blue and my mum says i look like some one out of the Bay City Rollers i dont even know who they are? can someone tell me were they any good and is it a good thing to have shoes like them?
oh one more thing NEVER work for Sainsbury's!

Time

Time is such a burden in our lives we always have to stick to deadlines, some are good and some just make me stressed (like six pieces of coursework due in on one day). I feel that there are too many deadlines in my life not giving me the time to do things that I really enjoy, I want to take some more big steps in my life but don’t have the time, it really annoys me maybe I need to find some extra time from somewhere....
I like to be challenged (I know I moan about it but I do) I like to be pushed out of my comfort zone but I cant do that when I have a million and one other things to think about. This is why I’m looking forward to my year out, I’m still debating weather or not to go in the summer but the year out is definitely going to happen. Muskoka Woods has really been on my mind, 9 weeks is a long time and it would mean missing so much if I went, my AS results potentially packing in my job (not that I like it that much anyway) not being able to learn to drive for an extra two months no grapevine it's all about summing up what I’m going to do but in the end it all comes down to time I would have to do coursework out there as I will be missing three weeks of college, will I have time to do that my job and catch up on all the work I’m missing? I really don’t know...
Oh and another time comment stupid work don’t let you have the time off you were agreed grrr!