Today I saw a advert encouraging young people to make a film about their identity, it got me thinking can we really sum up our identity. 4 photos to say who you are from your existing iphoto library.what are yours?
Sunday 13 May 2007
identity
Today I saw a advert encouraging young people to make a film about their identity, it got me thinking can we really sum up our identity. 4 photos to say who you are from your existing iphoto library.what are yours?
Friday 11 May 2007
Exams, stress and opportunities.
Why is it that went you don’t have time to think you brain wont turn off? Recently I have been stressing about my exams and work and everything else, ask Dave he will tell you.
(It’s a bit of a mumble but I cant be bothered to make it make sense (the post that is) so you can make what you want form it).
My exams start on Monday with an ICT one 15 flipping hours! As its been pointed out to me I cant stay quiet for 15 minutes, 15 hours is a joke! Never mind there is a first for everything. Because of these exams the silliest little things are stressing me out like work. I have had a week off this week and now don’t want to go back to be honest I really dislike it there, so I applied for a new job which I don’t think I will get because of my age but what is the harm in trying the worst thing that can happen is that I stay at Sainsbury’s for a bit longer. So I have had that to think about but I have been mainly thinking about university and where I’m taking my self, I would love to do a theology degree but I cant quite bring my self to do that because I am not sure it would take me anywhere so I’m going to take youth work and theology or a degree in youth ministry. But before this I’m going to take a year out shadowing someone hopefully I have no idea where or who with but I think its will be a great experience (if I can leave the country stupid braces).
With life now I feel as if I’m dangling, I have stopped climbing my mountain, I want to get back on but have so many things to do it’s a bit crazy, every time I start to climb I fall off only a little higher than I started. It’s a bit frustrating and I don’t feel I’m getting anywhere im not getting any better or any further I haven’t changed even though I have put effort into improving. I have so many opportunities that could be grabbed and many that don’t arise for example no college in the local area does theology or RS as a course, would love to do it but cant. Do you ever feel like you have been trying but aren’t a help and you just hindering people or annoying them.
I suppose if I cant see positive effects on the surface I don’t think they are going very well for example Slam’s worship because I cant see the young people engaging it doesn’t seem to be effective, maybe its harder to get people out of this view that music is the only way, maybe I was being naive and that changing the way a small group of 30 think will somehow effect and change the way other people think and it boils down to my silly little view that all worship in a group environment (as it is a lifestyle choice) shouldn’t be singing, singing is great but why is it the only way and why don’t people see that its not, sometimes it feels a bit like I am the only one who thinks this. Ah someone switch my mind off and stop me thinking… I think worship is my little niggley bit that bugs me don’t get me wrong singing is great just not all the time, it may be because I’m a doing person I like to fiddle, give me a bit of blue tack and a song to sing I would be content do it for hours but I need that extra activity to keep me engaged I have a short attention span…(grr my blog posts again going on about worship and moaning! I’ll stop.)
Well any way exams stress and opportunities will a bit of added moan on the side…
(It’s a bit of a mumble but I cant be bothered to make it make sense (the post that is) so you can make what you want form it).
My exams start on Monday with an ICT one 15 flipping hours! As its been pointed out to me I cant stay quiet for 15 minutes, 15 hours is a joke! Never mind there is a first for everything. Because of these exams the silliest little things are stressing me out like work. I have had a week off this week and now don’t want to go back to be honest I really dislike it there, so I applied for a new job which I don’t think I will get because of my age but what is the harm in trying the worst thing that can happen is that I stay at Sainsbury’s for a bit longer. So I have had that to think about but I have been mainly thinking about university and where I’m taking my self, I would love to do a theology degree but I cant quite bring my self to do that because I am not sure it would take me anywhere so I’m going to take youth work and theology or a degree in youth ministry. But before this I’m going to take a year out shadowing someone hopefully I have no idea where or who with but I think its will be a great experience (if I can leave the country stupid braces).
With life now I feel as if I’m dangling, I have stopped climbing my mountain, I want to get back on but have so many things to do it’s a bit crazy, every time I start to climb I fall off only a little higher than I started. It’s a bit frustrating and I don’t feel I’m getting anywhere im not getting any better or any further I haven’t changed even though I have put effort into improving. I have so many opportunities that could be grabbed and many that don’t arise for example no college in the local area does theology or RS as a course, would love to do it but cant. Do you ever feel like you have been trying but aren’t a help and you just hindering people or annoying them.
I suppose if I cant see positive effects on the surface I don’t think they are going very well for example Slam’s worship because I cant see the young people engaging it doesn’t seem to be effective, maybe its harder to get people out of this view that music is the only way, maybe I was being naive and that changing the way a small group of 30 think will somehow effect and change the way other people think and it boils down to my silly little view that all worship in a group environment (as it is a lifestyle choice) shouldn’t be singing, singing is great but why is it the only way and why don’t people see that its not, sometimes it feels a bit like I am the only one who thinks this. Ah someone switch my mind off and stop me thinking… I think worship is my little niggley bit that bugs me don’t get me wrong singing is great just not all the time, it may be because I’m a doing person I like to fiddle, give me a bit of blue tack and a song to sing I would be content do it for hours but I need that extra activity to keep me engaged I have a short attention span…(grr my blog posts again going on about worship and moaning! I’ll stop.)
Well any way exams stress and opportunities will a bit of added moan on the side…
Monday 7 May 2007
Out with Jim-Bob!
oh i love it!im such a kid, i have to do all the actions and everything! i had a great time as always but this time me and Dave came up with GIG GAG BINGO! because Jim makes so many predictable jokes we decided on Saturday when we go next we are going to put it in a bingo board and play throughout the gig the winner with a full house has to shout at the top of their lungs "YES LORD!" its going to be so great.
On other news my exams start sometime next week joy of joys and i have the week off work woo, which means i can leave all those problems alone for a week, i really need a new job, to finally get rid of my boss and the purvey security guard.till next time!
On other news my exams start sometime next week joy of joys and i have the week off work woo, which means i can leave all those problems alone for a week, i really need a new job, to finally get rid of my boss and the purvey security guard.till next time!
Tuesday 1 May 2007
Rest of my last post
[post was too long for my phone] to feeling ill.oh im getting glasses which i dont like either and my boss just yelled at me for clocking out literally 1min early and being shot timed 30mins for it as well as telling me my selfish.i cant see the good in it its either just been two really bad days or i need to open my eyes and look at whats happening around me.my annoyances seen so small when looking at the things other people face but it feels so negative.monday attitude problem tuesday selfish.wednesday?
Why is it when your having one of those weeks its so hard to see the positive side of it. I know that most of the things to happen in the last few days are tiny but boy can they make you feel low.
It started by my ict coursework becoming coding for some reason and losing that then to my ict teacher saying i have an attitude problem which i cant see but am trying to improve anyway.then to missing work and getting a cool from my store manager because i had got my weeks confused think i was on holiday...
It started by my ict coursework becoming coding for some reason and losing that then to my ict teacher saying i have an attitude problem which i cant see but am trying to improve anyway.then to missing work and getting a cool from my store manager because i had got my weeks confused think i was on holiday...
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